the mood radar.

bridezilla

when i look at the humongous (unfinished!) list of things to plan for a wedding, i totally understand how blushing-bride-to-bes can transform into an intimidating BRIDEZILLA.

*faints.

i should always remember this

I see trees of green, red roses too

I see them bloom for me and you

And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

I see skies of blue and clouds of white

The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night

And I think to myself what a wonderful world.

The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky

Are also on the faces of people going by

I see friends shaking hands saying how do you do

They’re really saying I love you.

I hear babies crying, I watch them grow

They’ll learn much more than I’ll never know

And I think to myself what a wonderful world

Yes I think to myself what a wonderful world.

Tinydot is this wedge in my mind. An evil little thought that keeps jumping out of its corner when I’m feeling down about stuff. And today, its out in the open again.

Happiness doesn’t last. Misery does.

I sincerely hope I’m wrong.

WHY FINN WHY??

WWWHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY???

omg. this is as bad as vampire diaries.

UGH.

okay.. maybe not that bad. 

BUT STILL!!

I wanna work at TDP so badly :(

First day of work. And I’m late thanks to SMRT.

$¥÷g±y{^&¤!!agdswadfewjhhzdrej!!


That’s my angry mode.
Ugh.

damn.

i never thought that Heidi Klum & Seal would ever divorce. 

shocking, seriously.

May He grant me the power to be able to make peace with myself, with my decisions and with him.

All I ever wanted, is to be happy.

what i want, what i got, what i give up

its easier said than done to just walk away from something you want to do so badly. 

but why make sacrifices? cause there’s something more you want. 

i’m not ready to give my dream up but i’m not willing to give us up either. 

its just there, right in front of me. everything i dreamed of starts with this tiny step that i can never take. i dont even bother to use the word ‘may’, i know there’s no way. unless LPP takes me in. thats my only chance. 

yh: why not fashion? after all, that’s how you get famous. 

me: i dont want to be famous. (i just want to be able to do what i love.)

cole: i chose you because i can see your passion. thats how you survive in this business. it all boils down to passion.

thank you both for believing in me and giving me a chance. a chance that i now know i can never take. but it really makes me so happy that you guys believe in me. and i feel like shit knowing that i’m gonna disappoint you guys and i know with this rejection, i might never have the chance to work with any of you again. i really hope not. 

FML.